reboot.

there are three reasons why you may need to reboot your computer:

when it crashes

when it freezes

or when it is struggling to connect to the wireless connection.

sometimes, in life, we need to uninstall the spirit of unbelief, disappointment and doubt and instead, reinstall a spirit of trust and hope before we allow our system to crash.

over three weeks ago, i heard the voice of god clearer then i have ever heard.

he told me something i really wish he hadn't.

there was not a day where my heart didn't feel so heavy that it could fall out and my mind hadn't been worrying.

i wished i could tell everyone so i didn't have to carry the burden alone.

but i know he told me in order to prepare myself.

however, recently i had been feeling like everything had just hit me and god wasn't sending anything good my way.

i felt incredibly under the weather and at times i lost hope.

virus.

in result, i felt like my connection to God had been cut off.

and this is when i reboot.

and i realise that i never actually was carrying my burden alone.

and that God was looking out for me the whole time.

this is when hope is reinstalled.