happy as larry

i like orange. but i dont like temporary fillings that taste toxically of chai.



i have been reading garry mac's book, seven pillars of wisdom. seriously so great.

REST

i'm also learning to master time.

yesterday i sat in the van, on the edge of a cliff overlooking a river. directly in front of me was a great snowy mountain. and i just sat there in the bed i had made in the back with unnessecary amounts of pillows and blankets, reading and watching the rain and snow fall around me.
i am at PEACE







there is a bike i really really want to buy. its vintage and lemon and it has a great basket on the front that i would fill with happy things.
but im tossing up whether it is more important than buying a laptop. which is pretty important. but a bike would be great.
who knows?



Today i sat down and wrote down all of my dreams. it was the best thing. i get pumped when i try to create a picture of my future but know that god has further more in store.








jesus came to end all striving.
i am finally figuring out the difference between the new and the old covenant.

naice.

i have been having a really hard time at school this year, with friends and what not. i feel like the devil has just tried to attack one of the only attackable parts of my life.
but recently i came to know the importance of praising God in all circumstances. nothing externally has changed yet. but everything internally has.

YEAHYEAHYEAHYEAHYEAH
im happy.