mary.

this week has been incredible.
words cannot describe.

but ill try my best anyway.
heh funny guy.

i was such a loner for the first day. well, no, i lie. i was actually hanging out with three of the most quality guys i know, but i was in need of some serious girl company.
we were staying at a church (mass sleeping) with majestic and another church. the girls seemed real standoff-ish and clicky so imediately i didnt really try to get to know them. egg.

i remember walking into the first session with greg and instantly realising that this conference would change my life.

i'm so inspired.

on wednesday night ps john did an alter call for people who knew they were called to full-time pastoral work.
he prayed for me and i knew, in that moment that there were places i could go with jesus that i hadn't even imagined.
i had no idea how much deeper i could take my relationship with him .
i finally feel focussed.
i have a mission.

i'm usually one of those guys that cries whenever i feel the presence of god.
the whole conference i held myself together until yesterday in the 2pm takeover.
my heart desired for god to tell me something. i was just waiting for him to confirm a vision i had had.
but when he finally did, i freaked out because i realised that it was actually part of his plan.
in fact i was horrified but so so excited.
i have never felt so much emotion at one time, i just had a fat cry.

i wonder how mary felt when the angel came to her?

after last nights session i was pumped.
i knew that i had to go all in and step into a place that was uncomfortable for me.
and when i changed my mindset, everything else changed. i made quality friends with everyone that i stayed with. we got up to lots of mischief pranking people. haha.
im so much more gangster now.

im gonna miss those crazy cats.