its december. this year has gone so super fast. i often doubt the difference that i can make. but when i look back on the year and see how much god has used me for and the personal journey he has taken me on, it blows my mind. also, i know it sounds gay, but keeping a journal has been one of the best things ive done all year. i go back and read it, seeing all the miracles that have happened in my life, seeing how situations have been resolved and how happy and amazing life can be. i often cry when i read it, for multiple reasons.
i spend alot more time by myself these days. sometimes i hate it, sometimes its just what i need. but ive realised with all this time spent thinking that life is rather complex. the human heart and mind is rather complex. i used to rely on myself to figure it out. but it is vertually impossible.
this is verging on emo-i think ill stop now...
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